Wednesday, January 3, 2024

Reflecting on a Challenging Year and Welcoming 2024 with Optimism

2023 was a whirlwind of emotions. Oh, who am I kidding? With my dad's dementia, neighbors vandalizing our property and a Big C health scare, 2023 has been a category 5 hurricane!


However, as the year drew to a close, the hubs and I joined hands, supporting each other and celebrating small victories that brought us closer together. Despite the difficulties faced, we decided to commemorate the year with good food, movies, and music. 


If you're wondering which movies, here are the top 3 that we watched on New Year's Eve.

  • Evolution
  • X-Men Last Stand
  • 2012


We actually started pigging out the day before when the hubs returned from a trip to Buenos Aires. He brought home a couple of burgers from Wendy's and some chicken tenders in his luggage. He also brought two slices of cheese pizza and two slices of pepperoni pizza from Sbarro's.

The next day, we planned on making bacon, eggs, and pancakes for breakfast. Unfortunately, we woke up late, so we came up with a much simpler, but tasty brunch menu.

New Year's Eve Brunch

Then, we started prepping the food and desserts, which was a much simpler menu than the one we prepared for Christmas, and yet it took longer to make for some reason.

The hubs prepping our meal.

We boiled some chicken and coated the pieces with a bit of TGIF Barbecue sauce. The result was quite delicious.

We accompanied the BBQ chicken with some rice, some fries, and a cucumber salad.

Our dessert menu consisted of apple muffins, an assortment of candy, some Panettone, and a fruit salad. Actually, there's a funny story behind the fruit salad. In a moment of distraction, the hubs accidentally washed the fruit salad, which was already prepared. We ended up losing about 45 percent of the fruit salad in the sink, but what remained was refreshing.

Like some of the previous holidays we recently celebrated, New Year's Eve became a testament to our shared strength. As we watched the ball drop in Times Square (courtesy of a live stream), surrounded by food and alcohol, we toasted not only to the new year but also to our resilience in overcoming the challenges thrown our way.

And yes! In our household, the New Year is only official when the ball drops. That's 2 am Argentine time.


But as the hubs and I hugged and cheered, I started crying. I haven't done that since New Year 2021. Back then, I lost it emotionally because 2020 had been stressful because of Covid and the long-term quarantine. I was definitely okay when we welcomed 2022 and 2023, but this New Year 2024 celebration had me bawling my eyes out.


Luckily, some alcohol helped. Don't worry. I have my drinking under control.

Now that the new year is upon us, we carry forward the lessons learned from 2023, knowing that together, we can overcome any obstacle that comes our way. 

Saturday, December 30, 2023

Our Expat Christmas of 2023

2023 has been a tumultuous journey for us. Yet, despite a couple of unforeseen hurdles, the essence of Christmas persisted.


The challenges seemed ceaseless—adaptation hurdles, insane father, abusive neighbors, and the longing for familiarity became our constants. However, we were determined to infuse the spirit of the season into our lives and have the best Christmas possible.


That's not an easy thing to accomplish in a land far from home, where traditions differ and snow-kissed landscapes remain a distant dream. But our Christmas tree, adorned with mementos collected over the years, became a symbol of joy.

Christmas tree
Christmas tree

So, in our humble abode, we meticulously prepared a simple feast and more sweet treats than a human body can withstand. 

Christmas abroad
The hubs looking beautiful as always as he preps the potato balls

Christmas abroad
The photo above is a lasagna dish we made. This is what it looked like before it went in the oven. We had to use a round glass plate because we were using the rectangular glass tray for our brownie mix. More on that later. The Christmas tree was made out of cheese and it held up pretty well after it came out of the oven.
Christmas dinner
Christmas dinner
Lasagna, potato balls and coleslaw

Christmas tree brownies
Christmas trees made out of brownies, icing and Rocklettes

Christmas tree brownies
Christmas tree cupcakes
Christmas tree made out of muffins, cherry ornaments and Kit Kat trunk

Homemade Reese's Peanut Butter Cups

Homemade Reese's Peanut Butter Cups

Homemade Reese's Peanut Butter Cups
Homemade Peanut Butter Cups

I always wanted to make a gingerbread house, but we didn't have the ingredients to make one. So, we came up with a Kit Kat Christmas shed.

Christmas shed made out Kit Kats and Brownie

Christmas shed made out Kit Kats and Brownie
The Argentine summer made it difficult to set up the Kit Kats. The bars kept melting in my hand. But in the photo below, the bars broke.

Christmas shed made out Kit Kats and Brownie

Christmas shed made out Kit Kats and Brownie
Despite some setbacks, our Christmas Shed came out decent

Christmas shed made out Kit Kats and Brownie
But the sweet treats didn't end here.

Root beer float

The hubs surprised me by ordering root beer from a Chinese store from Buenos Aires. Root beer is not available in Argentine supermarkets, so it cost him a pretty penny. But it was worth it so that I could enjoy a root beer float.


And that's not all. The hubs also ordered a couple of Christmas themed candies that are as difficult to find in Argentina as root beer.

Jelly Belly Holiday Favorites
Jelly Belly Holiday Favorites

Hershey's Kisses Peppermint Christmas Cane

Hershey's Kisses Peppermint Christmas Cane
The aroma of spices intertwined with memories of Christmases past, creating an ambiance of comfort and warmth that transcended borders.

Expat Christmas 2023

Also, being the TV/film buffs that we are, we spent most of December watching Christmas themed movies. But this year, we tried to stir clear of Hallmark movies because frankly, most of them are cliche and boring.

So, here's our Christmas movie list of 2023

  • Sint - It's a Christmas horror flick
  • Thanksgiving - Another horror flick
  • Christmas as Usual 
  • Bad Santa 2 - Really funny
  • The Sacrifice Game
  • Christmas on Cherry Lane - Gay themed Christmas movie. Hallmark, but ok.
  • EXmas 
  • Le Calendrier
  • It's a Wonderful Knife
  • While You Were Sleeping
  • The Associate 


In the backdrop of a year that tested our mettle, celebrating Christmas 2023 reinforced the significance of resilience and adaptability. While the challenges of living abroad and family issues have persisted, the festive season served as a beacon of hope, reminding us of the unyielding power of love and togetherness. 

Tuesday, December 12, 2023

Thanksgiving 2023 With a Side of Dementia

There's always some horrible person out there telling you that there are people who are worse off than you in the world and that you shouldn't complain. 

I don't think that's fair. 

We all endure our own struggles through life, and the pain is unique to each individual. So weighing that pain against other people's pain is pointless.

To that end, I want to say that there has been very little that I am thankful for in 2023. Oh sure! There are the typical things that I am grateful for such as having my husband by my side and our slutty chicken (I'll explain that a little later). 

But this year has hit me hard. 

Really hard.

My dad developed dementia this year and has gone off the rails. It's gotten so bad that he has threatened to kill people, including my mom. He has been emotionally abusive with her, too. Well, more than usual. 

To make things worse, the properties my family owns are in danger thanks to my father's unruly behavior. He has managed to royally upset both the renters and the realty company with his constant threats and harassment. 

In fact, it has gotten so bad that I recently received a WhatsApp message from the realtor letting me know that they were filing a lawsuit against our family for defamation. 

But to add the proverbial cherry on top, I've discovered a lump which I am seeing a doctor for very soon. Since there's no history of cancer in my family, I'm hopeful that it turns out to be nothing. But I'll feel a lot better once the doctor gives me the all clear.

What will happen next is anyone's guess.

Still I am hopeful that I will find a way out of this for my husband's sake and mine.

Now, I'm going to share a couple of photos of our Thanksgiving meal. It wasn't anything too elaborate as you'll see. 

The menu included:

  • Mashed potatoes
  • Stuffing
  • Gravy
  • Macaroni salad
  • Biscuits
  • But no turkey!

I know. Thanksgiving without a turkey seems insane, but our oven is busted and the only way it stays on is if one of us is holding the knob to keep the gas going. (Don't go there!) But it takes several hours to cook a turkey and there was no way either of us wanted to stand in front of a hot oven in the middle of the Argentine spring.

So, we bought a chicken instead and seasoned it ourselves because Argentine seasoning is often too bland for our taste.

As you'll see from the photos, our chicken is leaning side ways, almost like it's posing in a provocative way, hence why I called it our slutty chicken.

biscuits
gravy
stuffing
macaroni salad
mashed potatoes

Thanksgiving meal

All I can say is that we did our best. I give extra brownie points to my husband who had to endure a lot of pain and discomfort brought on by his skin disease. Sadly, his medication was nearly impossible to find in recent weeks. 

Luckily, we found his meds but not in time to save Thanksgiving.

When all was set and done, we managed to sit in front of the TV and watch a downloaded version of the Macy's Thanksgiving Day Parade.

With Christmas right around the corner, we are doing our best to keep our heads up. 

I'm sorry that this post is not more uplifting, but I have always been brutally honest in my posts. And unlike some expats and travelers who have chosen to focus only on the positive things to get clicks and views, my blog has always been about showing what life abroad is really like, both the good and the bad. 

The fact is that the truth isn't always pretty, so there you go. 

Until next time.

Tuesday, November 14, 2023

Internal Struggle: Navigating Mental Health Care for My Father in Argentina

For the last ten months I've found myself confronting the struggles of my father's deteriorating mental health. As an expat, the challenges have intensified as I grapple with the intricacies of securing the necessary support in a country where cultural nuances create a unique tapestry. This is the raw account of my journey, delving into the complexities of mental health care in Argentina, where the path to help has often been obscured by unfamiliar terrain and bureaucratic hurdles.

Socially inappropriate behaviors, impulsivity, and lack of regard for social norms...

I first noticed my dad's symptoms in January of this year, but didn't think much of them. After all, my father was never a pleasant guy to be around. Even my earliest childhood memories of him reinforced my opinion that he had always been moody, obnoxious, rude, loud, and a downright bully. But my first clue should have been in February when he lost his temper with me while doing repair work on my house. 

I thought he was just being his usual horrible self. In fact, I reminded myself that my father was the number one reason why I didn't want to move to Argentina back in 2012. When he left the United States to retire in South America in 2007, I felt like I was finally free of his tyranny. But fate put me on a collision course with his abusive nature five years later and it's been Hell ever since.

After the incident in February, I told him to leave my house and never return. I was done. I had no intention of ever speaking to him again. I even started calling him by his last name instead of using affectionate terms like "dad."

As far as I was concern, he was dead to me.

Then, in August, my mother sent me a message through WhatsApp and told me that my father had gone insane. I was like "Gee, no kidding, mom! It took you fifty plus years being married to the guy to realize he was crazy?"

She then clarified that she wasn't talking figuratively.

I thought she was pulling my leg. It's not like she and my dad hadn't fought before. Believe me! She's no saint either. My mom isn't exactly someone you would call sane. There were a lot of different incidents with her growing up, but to avoid going off topic, I'll simply mention the time when she chased me around the house with a knife and tried to kill me because I had brought home a bad report card.

Now back to my dad.

So, I asked her what made her think that he had lost his marbles, and she explained that he had threatened to kill her on more than one occasion. He had also accused her of cheating on him recently and apparently brought up an old family friend we had when I was a child and accused her of cheating with that guy, too. So, from my dad's perspective, my mother had been cheating on him for decades. This seemed highly unlikely for four reasons.

  1. My mom never seemed the least bit interested in anything related to sex.
  2. She suffers from a dislocated disc in her lower back. Even the slightest roll in the sack would leave her paralyzed.
  3. This is just my opinion, but I always suspected she was a closeted lesbian. If she would have had an affair with anyone, I don't think it would have been with a man.
  4. If my father had suspected her of cheating way back when, he wouldn't have waited this long to hurt her.

By this point I was thoroughly shocked and confused and unsure of what to do. Then she explained that my father had repeatedly threatened the realtors that managed the properties my family owns in Cordoba City. According to her, my dad claimed that the realtors were stealing money from us.

I knew that the only way to assess this situation with my father would be to speak with him directly... which is the last thing that I wanted to do.

In the days that followed, my mother continued to message me on WhatsApp to tell me how my father was constantly threatening her and calling her names. It got so bad that she actually had to lock herself in her bedroom. I told her that she needed to call the cops right away, but she came up with excuses why she didn't want to do it.

Two weeks later, my dad called and told me he wanted to speak with me in person. I figured that this was my chance to get some answers straight from the horse's mouth. 

When the day came, my dad took me to inspect all the properties we owned and told me how the realtors had placed drug dealers in each of our properties in order to expand their insidious and dangerous empire.

I had to hold back from laughing before asking him if he had any proof. As you might expect, he had none. His only response was that he knew it was true and that was all that mattered. I tried assuring him that the realtors were not doing anything wrong and neither were the renters.

He stood his ground and claimed that he had every intention of buying a gun so that he could use it on the realtors. He also said that he intended to use it on the renters if they didn't vacate our properties right away. But what really scared me was that he added that he would use the gun on my mother.

As of this post, there is no evidence that he has been able to acquire a gun. My mother claims that no one in their right mind would give an 81-year-old man who is seemingly out of his mind a gun, not even in Argentina. But I reminded her that my father has dollars. In this country's current economic crisis, he can offer someone a few extra bucks to look the other way and they will most likely do it.

I once again insisted that she reported him to the police. 

Well, she claims that the Argentine authorities will not arrest an elderly man until he actually does something. There's also some kind of rule in this country that takes pity on elderly criminals. Essentially, even if they arrested my dad, he would be released in a few short hours because he's old. My mother's fear is that the moment he gets out of jail he is going to come after her and kill her. This is why she is not reporting him.

So, over the last couple of months, I have been on pins and needles. I haven't been able to sleep much. My eating pattern's off. I find myself unable to enjoy even the most basic things that used to bring me happiness. 

I've looked online to see if I could have my dad committed to a psych ward so he can get evaluated. He is definitely not going to go on his own. But I've gone online, made phone calls, and even spoken with some of my students, one of whom is a therapist in Argentina, and they've all told me the same thing. Argentina doesn't force anyone to get a psych evaluation unless there are extreme situations. By extreme, they mean that my dad would actually have to commit a terrible crime first. 

The threat of hurting someone is not enough to get someone locked up in Argentina!

I find this so confusion. If I were back home, I would have called 911, explained the situation, and a couple of cops would have come over, evaluated my dad's condition and taken him by force to a mental hospital. I know this because a former coworker had a similar situation to mine and he was able to get his father the help he needed.

Also, in the States, if you tell a doctor or a therapist that you want to hurt yourself or others, you're immediately placed in a mandatory lockdown for a couple of days while they evaluate your condition. This is something I spoke about with the student who is a therapist and she was shocked by the concept. Another student actually told me that he felt that the concept of locking someone up simply for saying that they want to hurt others was barbaric. That's insane! No pun intended. But as I've been reminding myself for the past 11 years, this isn't home, and the rules in Argentina are entirely different.

At this point, all I was doing was burning myself out with stress, but I had no idea what to do next. Meanwhile, my mother went to a women's shelter and women's support group for help. Sadly, they couldn't help. They told her that she had to report my dad to the police and even then, it was doubtful that they would be able to do much to keep her safe. 

My mom figured that she would be safe as long as she stayed out of his way and continued to lock herself in her room whenever he was around. But last week my dad took her keys away, which makes her extremely vulnerable. So, we've looked into buying her MACE and possibly a stun gun.

Meanwhile, new delusions continue to plague my father's mind. Even the slightest response to a question alters his perception of what he believes to be true. 

At first I thought that he had Alzheimer's. The only thing is that his memory is completely intact. It's his personality and his more aggressive than usual behavior that has me thinking that he has some form of dementia. But there's no way to diagnose him because he refuses to go see a doctor.

We don't have a support system in Argentina that can assist, and the authorities and medical personnel are no help whatsoever. So for now, it's a waiting game to see what happens next. 

I can only hope that this situation doesn't end in tragedy.

Monday, November 13, 2023

Spooky Night: My Unforgettable 2023 Halloween Celebration Abroad

Far from the familiar U.S. neighborhoods where I once celebrate Halloween, this year brought yet another spooky night of festivities. So join me on my journey through some bewitching moments that made my Halloween in Argentina a celebration to remember. 


For those of you who don't know, Halloween is my favorite time of the year. But that's probably obvious from our Halloween tree and decorations.

Halloween Tree

We made the decorations above by pouring regular glue over a Ziploc bag and then waited for them to dry. 48 hours later, we peeled the designs and stuck them onto the glass in our pantry cabinet. Unfortunately, they only stayed on for a few days.


We also started experimenting with Halloween themed foods that we were hoping to introduce on the 31st. Although these snacks didn't make it into the menu, I feel they deserve an honorable mention.

Halloween snacks
Halloween Toast, anyone?

Jack O' Lantern Pizza
Jack O' Lantern pizza and mini pizzas on the side
Jack O' Lantern Pizza
This is what the Jack O' Lantern pizza looked like on the inside.
 
Halloween Grilled Cheese
Halloween Grilled Cheese. Actually, one of them had salami

Orange Halloween Biscuits
We used food coloring to create orange homemade biscuits

Spooky pancakes
Spooky Pancake # 1

Spooky pancake
Spooky Pancake # 2

Spooky pancake
Boo Pancake

Of course, the only thing cooler than Halloween and creepy looking food was Friday the 13th, which happened to fall in October this year. 

Friday the 13th t-shirt
I bought this Friday the 13th shirt (seen in the photo above) and a pair of Jason Voorhees socks (seen in the photo below) at the Argentina Comic Con in June. 
Jason Voorhees socks

And yes! We did watch a Friday the 13th film. Well... sort of! Does Jason X count?


Despite dealing with some family issues, the hubs and I distracted ourselves with our annual Halloween movie marathon.


So, here's a list of the films we watched in the hopes that it will inspire you for next year's Halloween. Some of these selections were old classics. Others were new. Most were a hit and miss this year, but they can't all be great! Am I right?


  1. Jeepers Creepers
  2. Wolf Creek 
  3. Five Nights At Freddy's (Sesame Street would have been more entertaining)
  4. Herd
  5. Legion
  6. Cold Prey
  7. 30 Days of Night
  8. Scary Movie
  9. Scary Movie 2 (Not good at all!)
  10. The Puppetman
  11. The Bell Keeper
  12. Night of the Hunted (New and really decent!)
  13. Saw X (This one was a total disappointment)
  14. A Quiet Place
  15. Turistas
  16. The Night Eats the World (Meh!)
  17. Resident Evil The Final Chapter
  18. The Conference (Blah!)
  19. The Astral Woods (I've seen worse!)
  20. 47 Meters Down
  21. Jason X
  22. Escape Room
  23. Hush
  24. Pet Sematary Bloodlines (Why? Just why?)
  25. Don't Look Away
  26. Final Summer (Boooooring!)
  27. Amusement
  28. Indigenous
  29. Totally Killer (If Back to the Future were a horror flick, this would be it!)
  30. The Mean One (It was okay)
  31. Husk
  32. The Nun II (It was okay, but family drama on WhatsApp ruined the film for me)
  33. Bedeviled 
  34. All Fun And Games

The movie countdown culminated to the main event! Halloween 2023! And we had plenty to eat and a dear friend to share the joys of this holiday with.
Halloween 2023
Halloween 2023
The final Halloween menu looked a bit different than we had planned, but it was all quite satisfying!
Halloween Themed Deviled Eggs
Halloween Themed Deviled Eggs - Thanks to some food coloring and olives

Halloween themed snacks
Halloween themed meatballs
Bloody meatballs!

Ghost baked potatoes for Halloween
Ghost baked potatoes

Homemade Halloween Pizza
Homemade Halloween Pizza

I almost forgot to mention that we had a fourth guest join us at the table. It was this year's Jack O' Lantern carved by Yours Truly! Jack had blessed us with his eerie glow throughout the night before the candle inside him fizzled out.

Jack O' Lantern
Jack O' Lantern
Jack O' Lantern
Jack O' Lantern

Full disclosure, I didn't think he would make it to Halloween. We had actually carved him in late September and popped him in the freezer. It took a while for Jack to defrost naturally. Luckily, he looked great! 

While we made room for dessert, we decided to give some white balloons a ghostly makeover. Believe it or not; it's been two weeks and they haven't deflated.
Ghost balloons
Ghost balloons
Ghost balloons
Ghost balloons
Now if you're wondering why there's a Happy Birthday sign hanging on the wall above the ghosts, it's because the hubs celebrated his 41st birthday the day before Halloween. 
Super Mario Bros Themed Cake
Super Mario Bros Themed Cake
And as you can see from his birthday cake and decorations, he loves Super Mario Bros., and Kirby... a lot!

As for dessert, we had a bunch of ideas, but we were so full that we only made two. The first dessert were ghost cups made with banana pudding and topped with crushed Oreos and a walnut to give these ghosts brains. Oh, and they also had cherries for hearts.
Halloween Desserts
The second dessert was inspired by the classic film "The Blob" and was made out of strawberry Jell-O and eye-shaped gummies.
The Blob Jell-O

But what would Halloween be without candy? Right? The hubs and I had been buying candy since mid-September. We also ordered some candies common in the U.S. but generally impossible to find in Argentina. 
Twix
Salty Caramel Twix. Small but quite satisfying!

Jelly Belly
Starburst
Starburst! Good things do come in small packages

Mogul Murcielagos
It's an Argentine brand but they made bat shaped candies

Reese's Peanut Butter Cups
Reese's Pieces
Dots Gummy Candy
The hubs was also gifted a huge bag of DOTS candies by one of his friends. This helped satiate our sweet tooth and undoubtedly brought us closer to type 2 diabetes.
Then the clock struck midnight, marking the end of yet another successful Halloween adventure in Argentina. But I couldn't help but reflect on how lucky I was to have had this happy moment full of warm embraces, laughter and spooktacular fun.

Well, now it's time to get ready for Thanksgiving, which is less than two weeks away as of this post. Until next year's Halloween celebration!